So Do I Deserve Smakk
Ok. So I have to be honest here. Yes. There was a time recently that I was in a real relationship and I had some very serious “more-than-one-night” feelings for a girl (we’ll call her B). Now of course, I fucked it all up by letting some temporary Distraction get in the way. Whatever, my bad – I do accept the blame. But since then, B and I moved on to a point where we were at least able to reconcile on just being friends. So now, I find out this evening that Distraction apparently called B just to fuck up whatever friendship I had going on. Now is this bullshit or do I deserve it?
Anyway – top five films about…:
5. Harboring the Institutionalized
4. Garage – parking in or on
3. Another Bra in Austin
2. But It Doesn’t Count on Couch
1. Purge
Yeah, I know. Bitter bullshit post. But most of you won't get all the jokes anyway. Just think that was such BS of her to do.
Ok. So I have to be honest here. Yes. There was a time recently that I was in a real relationship and I had some very serious “more-than-one-night” feelings for a girl (we’ll call her B). Now of course, I fucked it all up by letting some temporary Distraction get in the way. Whatever, my bad – I do accept the blame. But since then, B and I moved on to a point where we were at least able to reconcile on just being friends. So now, I find out this evening that Distraction apparently called B just to fuck up whatever friendship I had going on. Now is this bullshit or do I deserve it?
Anyway – top five films about…:
5. Harboring the Institutionalized
4. Garage – parking in or on
3. Another Bra in Austin
2. But It Doesn’t Count on Couch
1. Purge
Yeah, I know. Bitter bullshit post. But most of you won't get all the jokes anyway. Just think that was such BS of her to do.
posted by CaptSmakk @ 12:18 AM
5 Comments:
At 6:34 AM,
Anonymous said…
De ja vu. Sounds like the "Distraction" just can't handle the idea of you having friends. Think I have been in this exact situation.
At 10:23 AM,
Anonymous said…
Smakk...What is this? Feelings?! Emotions?! From you? You are sounding earily familiar to one other man with regards to a woman.
Don't get me wrong. Women are great. Fantastic even. And, Distraction, like most crazy chicks, is a maniacal vacuum trying to suck the decent kindness out of something good. Basically, if she saw a baby seal too afraid to get off a rock into the water because it is too high, she'd probably kick it further up the beach before "accidently" bludgening it with a piece of driftwood. Her response? "I was just putting it out of its misery."
But, com'on! Don't pine for B on the blog like an-ex's ex. I'm just sayin'.
Where are all the normal women?
At 12:34 PM,
Nicki said…
I don't think "D" contacted "B"... I think you are "P"- paranoid.
At 2:22 PM,
Anonymous said…
When I'm alone in my room
Sometimes I stare at the walls
And in the back of my mind
I hear my conscience call.
Tellin' me I need a girl who's as sweet as a dove.
For the first time in my life, I see I need love.
There I was gigglin' about the games
That I have played with many hearts and I ain't sayin' no names (SMAKK NAME NAMES)
Then the thoughts occured
Tear drops made my eyes burn
As I said to myself look what'chyou doin' to hear.
I can feel it inside
I can't explain how it feels
All I know is that I'll never dish another raw deal
Playing make believe Pretending that I'm true
Holding in my laugh as I say that I love you
Saying amor kissing you on the ear
Whispering I love you and I'll always be here
Although I often reminisce I can't believe that I found
a desire for true love floating around
Inside my soul because my soul is cold
One half of me deserves to be this way till I'm old
But the other half needs affection and joy
and the warmth that is created by a girl and a boy
I need love
There Smakk! How's that? Fell better?
At 4:21 PM,
Nicki said…
Let it BURN....
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